soo far.. #2

Escapade. The best synonym of the word escapade is ADVENTURE. I’ve been to many places before. I’ve been to Tokyo, Japan way back to the days I was still an innocent little angel.  I’ve made the House of Representative my play ground one summer. I, along w/ my high school schoolmates, have represented General Santos City for the Aliwan Festival and many more.  I’m the person who wants travelling, but hates the travel a lot. But the best escapade I have is still ongoing. May 29, 2010 I’ve arrived in a city where I have no idea how to survive alone…

The truth is I decided to study far away from my parents and the friends I really love because I was just plain naïve. I know that I made the right decision now, but my reason before was all wrong. I thought that studying in place far from my HS friends will help me concentrate on my studies. I thought staying away from my home will help me become a great person.  I thought in this place I would stand up. I thought I can handle my emotional problems w/o my HS friends’ help. Well... it’s a kinda, yes, nah, nope.

In this foreign place is where I first doubted my skills the first time ever. In this place I met a whole new set of friends. In this place I’m free, no more 6pm sharp curfew.  I experienced being attacked by my emotional problem and the best medicine is my HS friends’ voices.  I found my twin here. I experienced having no sleep all night just too study and fail a math quiz. Long story short, I have a lot of memories here in Iligan, and still making more.

But of the best thing I ever experienced here is the love B51 [my block, block51] is giving me. Knowing the fact that everybody is willing to help anyone about anything feels really great.  Let’s just say we’re not your ordinary block. No ordinary block does the things we do. I will never forget all those time where we hang around Chomps café. The time we spent during the Filming of Duway (our Hum1 film exam). All the cramming we do together. I can’t list all of them down. It’s too long.  They said that HS life is the best part of your life, correct but my 1^st year 1^st semester life is also worth remembering.

This escapade of mine is still ongoing. And I wish it’ll just continue to be like this, happy and care-free. This is my greatest adventure, yet. 

And FYI.  I’m still an angel now. Just not that INOCENT compared before. 

"Mahal kita kasi...

...mahal kita."

Simple. Right? Simple as that.

John Lloyd Cruz said

"Sabi sa census may 11 milyon na tao sa Metro Manila. Paano mo malalaman na nahanap mo na yung taong para sa'yo? Maaring nakita mo na siya, pero yumuko ka para magsintas. Maaring nakatabi mo na siya, pero lumingon ka para tingnan ang traffic lights. Maaring nakasalubong mo na siya pero humarang yung pedicab. May mga maswerteng tao na nahanap na yung taong para sa kanila. May mga tanong patuloy na naghahanap at may iba na sumuko na. Pero yung pinakamasaklap, eh yung na sayo na pinakawalan mo pa"

 Maria Theresa && Vina Kathleen  & I watched Star Cinema's newest movie; My Amnesia Girl. It was a last minute decision. But what can I say? Neither of us regretted our decisions.

 The movie’s so funny and so heart breaking. Do you understand me? Like, at that moment I was wishing for a guy like that to actually exist… does a guy like that really exist? Like is there a single guy out there like that? That a guy like that can’t only be seen on movies and dramas? Is that guy already taken? I REALLY wonder.

 I’m the kind of person who really believes in the so-called-soul-mate.  But I also believe that love can be learned. Ironic? I think so too.  For the past few days I’ve been watching movies and Korean series that have cheesy love stories. And every time I finish watching, I keep thinking that... I wish I end up in that kind of story.  Maybe that’s also the reason why I want to act. Because those kind of stories end up in movie. Who knows? I might get the role and let the viewers feel the need of that kind of story too.  Not bad right?

 Geeeez. I’m supposed to write a review about the movie but I ended up blogging my thought. LoL. But I won’t to write the summary here, I don’t want to spoil the story for those who still want to watch the movie. But celebrating 27 birthdays in A DAY, is kind of fun, romantic and unique. If I find a guy like that, I don’t mind having amnesia every month. NO. I won’t mind having amnesia EVERYDAY.  Just like in the movie 50 first dates. Because, you find the guy you love as a stranger every time you wake up. If he really loves you, and he wants you to feel loved every day, then he have to give all his best and love you to the highest level, major-major, everyday of your life. Sweet. ^^,)

 But reality, when will I find the guy for me? I hate kissing frogs ok? I prefer a prince to wake me up. :) 

Dear December.

Because of you people are panicking.
Because of you people spend a lot of money.
Because of you people spend too much on food.


but...


Because of you people worry about to give to others.
Because of you family re-unites.
Because of you friends give each other presents.
Because of you people for give those who sinned.
Because of you people take their breaks from works.
Because of you family from far away come home.


and that's why I THANK YOU... for..


Because of you I'll be going home. :)

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I'll make the layout soon.

I'll fill this with post soon.

Don't worry this will be a real blog..

SOON. ♥

I see.. #1

Usually, the question "what is your best asset" can be often heard in beauty pageants. It's a simple question... But the answer's not easy figure out. An individual can have a lot of personal assets, but picking the best one is quite tricky. The easiest way to figure out one's best asset, is to ask others then evaluate them.. that's what i did. 


Some says that my best asset's my talent to dance. The graceful and energetic movement I make every time the music plays. They say that i should be proud of my dancing skills. But, not everybody appreciates my dancing ability (or maybe I just didn't give my best to them?) .. Well, dancing's my asset.. But not my BEST. Others say that my great concern and care for others' my best asset. The way I care for others so much. Yeah, I freak out with the little things that happens. They say I over act, but I just care too much. Is that that bad? That's an asset of mine, just not the best I guess?  


Some assets of mine that got a good amount of votes are kinda funny.. They toped the survey. Some say that I'm loud && hot.  weeh? Ok, I'm totally aware that I'm a loud person. I debate non-sense topics. I blurt things out. And have a LOUD voice, even if I meant it to be just a whisper. Clarification, I'm good in keeping secrets, my voice's just really loud. HOT? haha! I get that a lot, especially during my last year in High school. compliment? insult? nah. i do have a good body structure (i don't mean to brag) but that's really not my best asset. 


But as I pondered the survey result I got.. the votes, memories, and a conclusion helped me conclude my Best asset, my EYES. I get that compliment ever since I can remember. People recognize it immediately most of the times because of the tears it releases ANYTIME. yeah, when I stare, when I talk, when I do nothing.. tears just come flowing out of my eyes. It doesn't mean that I'm crying or stuff it just flows out. Because of the tears they start to observe my eyes. They say that it's cute. It's color's nice. And I also think my eyes are really cute. So for me, my eyes are my best asset. It might not be recognized right away like how my body figure catches it's attention, but it's the best asset of mine because of the never ending tears it gives and because only the people who really look into them can realize it's beauty too. 


My dancing skills and body figure's my best asset for those Homo Sapiens that I just met. My caring attitude's my best asset for those who know me emotionally. But my eyes will be my best asset for those Homo Sapiens who cares for me,  those who wants to know what's on my mind by looking in my eyes, in one package. 

~aynz.  ♥